feeling lonely...

hello humans. im feeling so lonely now. no one to talk to. and i just made more humans hate me for my stupid doings. well, its like normal in my life for humans to hate me. but i really hate it. how i wish i have a normal life and not stuck in dis dark life of mine.. i hope i can make more frens at poly..and finally find the love of my life. there is a way for me to remove my emotional self...but its almost impossible...for a girl to accept my love. i really hope dat girl comes to my life faster coz i cant handle dis pain any longer. i really want to remove my emotional side but i cant do it alone. please god...help me find dat girl... oh and i hope no one hate me for wat i just say..

1st time blogging

hello humans...either live or dead...who is reading dis... dis is my 1st time blogging. well if it isnt coz of a friend, i wont be doin dis....blog thing. well im gona write bout wat happened from 14 feb to 15 feb 2010. wah...14 feb...worst day ever..valentine's day..the day dat reminds singles that they ar single.. felt like going out wif sumone but all the people i asked were busy. nothing to do, so i draw a pic, the whole day..it looks sumti like dis in the end. took me total of 4hrs to complete it. oh and i promised a friend dat i draw an angel for her. its gonna be a surprise..she's gona be surprised.. the next day, 15 feb, went to century square to watch percy jackson wif a fren. the movie was great, but there are some flaws.. how i wish there was a cerberus instead of hound and a fight between gods, especially invoving hedes..he's cool man, looks like lucifer.. anyway, after the show, i went home and chat wif my childhood friend. i help her out wif sumtin coz im a guy....haha coz only a guy's mind can help her wif dat sumtin. hm....i really wish i could see her again after all this years...miss her alot... well there's a chance i can see her again but....after her o lvl ends.. nvrmind i just need to be patient..GOD PLEASE SPEED UP THE TIME!!!!...haha so much for being patient.. oh well i dunno wat else to say. just need to wait den. oh look at the time..its 2am.. ok humans. bye for now. sayonara...